The study date that never happened.

[This isn't some real schist that happened to me in real life, if anyone was wondering. First of all, I would never go on a date because I am too awesome for anyone to see through my epic awesomeness. Secondly... this is just a dream.]

I honestly don't remember much of my dream. All I can recall of it is that I was with him, and he was supposedly going to tutor me in Trigonometry (he's really good at math okay). He started giving me these examples for me to work on and study further. While I was busy calculating stuff, he showed me a paper with the letters "RP" in it. At first I didn't understand, then he said, "I want to check out your role-play. In Tumblr. If you don't mind." I told him, "Oh, alright." I typed in the url, "percyjacksonroleplay.tumblr.com" and entered. Ever since then, we ended up hanging out together instead of studying, thus explaining the title above.

It isn't much of a long dream, but it certainly gives me the goosebumps whenever I remember that scene. :3 And this is the first dream that I've had for months! I guess I was pretty sleepy last night and was relaxed, too. I've just been really tired and stressed that I haven't been able to relax even for just a while.

Welp, until my next entry. -Alice

Good news.

My tests are done! Yaaaaaaaay. Now I can go online. I have a lot to post about, but since it might take me a long time to summarize them all, I'll just skip some and narrate the good stuff.

For the last few days, I have been dreaming a lot about him. It's really weird because I'm not used to dreaming about my crushes. You know what's weirder? Antonette told me that she dreamt about me and him once. She dreamt that the two of us were hanging out in the corridor, then he passed by. He said, "Hi, Antonette!" Then when he turned to me, he was like, "Hi, Babe!" I rolled my eyes jokingly and replied, smiling, "Hmph, babe ka dyan." It was sooooo awkward! Like, why would Anette dream about that? WHYYYYYYY~

Then a while ago, my classmates and I were hanging out in the corridor, as usual. I was reading a notebook, reviewing for the tests today. I looked up to the side and saw him passing by our corridor. Pretending that I didn't see anything, I looked back to the notebook and read again. When he already passed by, I looked up and smiled. Suddenly, Antonette told me, "Girl, alam mo ba, nung nag-pass by siya dito, bigla siyang tumingin sayo. Seriously! Tumingin na ako sa kanya, pero ikaw parin yung tinitignan niya. OMG!" Even my other friend, Anica, said it was true. What the fudge. What is happening. What is wrong with the world? D: (lol joke you know I loved it. not expecting tho because yes)

Also, I just came back from SM. Roanne, Mika, and I went there to do our Performance Task in Statistics. Long story. Anyway, after doing our tiring P.T., we bought earrings and stuff. Then we went home. Roanne's mind began thinking about strange stuff. She was like, "What if in the future, he's holding a baby boy in his hand and your hand on the other? Ohmuhgud, that's so sweet!" "Oh, oh! And what if one day, he walks in his office with his baby boy and the girls begin screaming at his entrance, saying, 'Oh em gee, it's Sir _____! And he's holding a baby! How cute! I wonder who the mother is? She must be so lucky!' Then you go to his office to bring him his lunch and then they start asking, 'Oh, who's that?' 'That's Sir _____'s wife! OMGGGG'" Aaaaaand a bunch of other stuff. Did I mention that she ships me and him? Yeah. She's a true shipper. She told me that if we won't end up together, she'll be heartbroken. Once I asked her why she liked us together, and she said, "You guys are just so adorable together! Like, you're dorky, and he's, well, dorkier. And you're both geniuses! And musically talented. Gosh, your kids would have the most amazing voices ever! I have never liked a couple in my entire life except you guys. I mean, I can seriously imagine you two having a good future together. Like, it's right there in my head just waiting to happen in real life. I just, I love you guys, okay." I love you too, Roanne. Seriously. And I am truly happy in treating you that lovely and yummy strawberry-dipped ice cream that was so hard to eat since it kept dripping and melting on our hands. Gross. XD =))

Until my next entry, I guess. -Alice ^_^ ♥

An old mansion with a secret.

I think my dream started when I was at home. Nothing peculiar, just me playing computer like always. It was only me, my mom and my brother at home since my dad had a business trip in another country. Skip, skip, skip... Later on, mom got a mail saying we've got free tickets to go on a vacation to somewhere, only I can't recall where it was. When we got there, an old woman escorted us to a room where apparently, my dad was waiting for us. We hugged and stuff like that... Somehow I felt like there was something wrong with the place, like there was a different aura about it that was dangerous and harmful. There were other people in there as well, boys and girls who were of my age; they seem to have been invited to this weird ancient-like mansion just like my family and I. Also, I was roomed with 3 girls; luckily, they were nice to me. They looked flirty, but in truth they were just like me, only better-meaning more beautiful, whiter, lesser no pimples, etc. I told them about what I was feeling, and they said that they were feeling the same. That was when I decided to investigate a little about the place. I asked the old woman who owned the mansion about its history, and she told me that this house is haunted by a girl who died in here. I asked her a few other questions, then left.

The next few days, things started to get strange. People were mysteriously disappearing out of nowhere, and no matter how hard we try to find them, we couldn't. We wondered where they all could've gone, then I remembered. The mansion was haunted. I told myself that maybe this was the girl's doing, making people disappear and things like that. But why would she do such a thing? We weren't doing anything bad. Later in my dream, I learned a very bad news: Hypnos was dying. Correction: he was already dead. I, myself, have no idea why Hypnos, the god of sleep, would be in my dream, dead and lifeless. It was weird, too. Like, how on Earth would a god die? They're all immortal, aren't they? It was a question I never successfully got the answer. Anyway, I went to the room where Hypnos was lying down. When I saw him, I felt pity for him. He looked so pale and blue, like all of his blood was drenched out of his body. He was really big too, like all gods and goddesses should be. Dad was trying to cure him, but he was too late. The old woman started crying. I asked why, and she told me that she didn't tell me the whole truth about the house. The truth was the girl was her daughter and that she died in this room. I can't recall how she died, unfortunately. I tried to calm her down, saying that it was okay and that at least she told the truth. I told her to get some fresh air and leave the room for a while. She did what I told her to do and left, still crying a bit. Suddenly, I hear screaming. I looked out to see what was going on and saw one of the old maids shouting. The old woman went to the maid's aid and followed her. What I saw terrified me.
Zombies, I thought.
There were zombies in the house. What's worse is that the zombies were the people who disappeared and never came back. They were heading towards us, and my heart started to pound fast and loud. I ran towards the other door saying, "Mom, dad, we gotta go!" I got out and saw the zombies still following me. I ran to the very end-now I had no escape. I had no choice but to jump out of the high balcony and hopefully land safely in the grass below. I jumped high away from the house and the evil zombies, and before I knew it, I was awake.

I had a semi-weird dream last night.

So last, last night, I made this playlist on my phone. In that playlist, I added songs that was sung by boys, and basically, it was like a 'romantic' kind of playlist. There were songs like Two Is Better Than One-Boys Like Girls, Statue-Lil Eddie, What If-Jason Derulo, and many more. I slept while listening to that playlist last night, and because of that, I dreamt of this:

I was in a resort. I don't know where it was; all I know was that it had pools and beaches, cabins and huts, stuff that you usually see in a real resort. With me was a guy; I couldn't quite distinguish who he was, but he was tall, semi-curly brown hair, and I think he was a bit slim too. We were hanging out a lot in there, and honestly, it looked like we were legit together in my dream. He was so sweet and romantic (not to mention, hot)... He was this sort of guy you see in movies where he falls for the simple, weird girl. I was attracted by him a lot-even until now, when I'm fully awake, I can't stop thinking about him. What's weird about this dream is that the guy was so good to me. No guy has ever been good to me, ever. In fact, I don't think guys like that exist anymore. Which sucks is that they'll only exist forever in my dreams, and not in my reality.

Okay, so maybe there is that one guy in this whole planet who I'll meet and will eventually fall in love with me, yada, yada, yada. But for now, I think I'll stick with fictional characters and famous actors. ;)

xoxo,
Alice. :3

I haven't been dreaming much since the past few days.

I guess that's because I hardly sleep comfortably anymore. Usually, I sleep during 2-3am. My latest was 4am; I was watching a show I can't recall. But, yeah. I stay up all night everyday and wake up during noon, when lunch is ready. I, myself, believe that I have a very f-ed up sleeping pattern. Ever since summer started I began sleeping like this. But no matter what I do to sleep, I can't. I guess you can say I'm an insomniac; I can't sleep during the night, no matter how hard I try. I should read articles about that sometime.

Although I did have a dream a while ago. Do you know the show in ABS-CBN called Dream High? (I think that's a Korean show or something) Anyway, my dream was placed in a school that looks like the one in that show. Even our uniforms looked exactly like the students! Not that I'm complaining; their uniforms are really cute. :3 Back to my dream; I was walking towards the green lockers like those in the show. There was this girl who was bullying me, and I was only like, "Yeah, whatevs." She got down to tie her shoes, then I kicked her bag, causing her things to fall everywhere. And I left. The end.

On another note, it's dad's outing today together with his workmates! They're going to... wait for it... Enchanted Kingdom! XD I teased my dad about that last night. Good thing he didn't get pissed or else I would've gotten in trouble! LOOOOOOL. Poor dad. Oh, well. He might enjoy his trip in EK. We'll never know, right? :D

More dreams~

Last April 23, 2012, I had a dream wherein the band called One Direction was in my house, hanging around our living room like they were guests or something. Niall, Zayn, and Louis were sitting down on our couches doing stuff (idk). I was entertaining Harry in our dining room. We were laughing and exchanging numbers and stuff like that. My cousin who really likes Harry Styles was just there, standing beside us, watching us have fun while she just stands there and does nothing. I tried to tell her to go and talk to him but she just kept shaking her head like a crazy person (did I ever tell you that she's shy?). A few minutes later, they told us that they should already go home. So I escorted them out of the house and yelled at them, "Next time, come back with Liam, okay?" I was about to close our gate when all of a sudden, a huge crowd of other celebrities came rushing in and went to our dining room where there was this massive pile of food that my mom probably had cooked. I tried to stop them but they were too many. I asked my mom what they were doing in here but she wouldn't listen and just kept entertaining the people like she was a waitress of her own restaurant or something. It was weird, okay? Do you know what's even weirder? Dreaming about One Direction. Yeah, sure, it might sound like heaven, but I don't know. It was just really weird for me because I don't even think about them or listen to their songs. I just see their pictures everywhere on my Tumblr Dashboard and hear their songs on the radio. Yep. Really weird okay.

Yesterday, April 24, 2012, I dreamt that I was in some sort of motel or hotel. It had a lot of weird rooms. Some were normal-looking, while others had stairs that leads to a second floor. When I found a room that had a second floor, I entered it and decided to look around. The first floor was looking okay, and it had this vintage look everywhere: in the walls, the chairs, the tables, etc. There was nothing weird going on, until I went upstairs. I don't know if it was really part of the room or if I was suddenly somewhere else. The second floor was a disaster, like it had been abandoned for nearly ages. There was a room to my right which had small tiles everywhere, meaning both the walls and the floor were tiled. There was one small window to where light shone through, a chair which looked very old and chipped, like it would break if one suddenly had sat down there. Also, the whole room smelled like death to me. It was an odd-looking, asylum-type of room, which freaked me out. Just looking at it made me imagine stuff like people getting electrocuted in the chair or being hung upside down. All of the possible torture one may know. I can't remember what happened next, but all I know was that I immediately raced downstairs and went home. That's when I woke up.

I didn't have a dream today so I can say that I'm safe from weird dreams and whatnot.

The last few days have been very... 'dreamful', so to say.

Every single night I dream of something, and I can't keep up because of how many they are. Usually I remember more than one of my dreams. It's sort of stressing to try and recall them every time I wake up. Also, I've been sort of depressed for the last couple of days, and I barely have time to come online here and type in my dreams, my rants, my personal life, anything, really. But now, I think I'm feeling fine. I'm not depressed anymore, which is a good thing. Still a bit dizzy, and I don't know if I'm using the correct grammar... whatever. I'm just going to type in anything I want, anyway.

Last April 21 or 22, 2012, I dreamt I was in my school (OMG). The scene started where I was just standing alone beside our food station when three very beautiful girls walked by me and said hello. The girls looked like they came from a TV show about high school, where they're so rich and popular and pretty, but at the same time they're really, really nice. Well, that's in my case, of course. They talked to me like they were really my friends, and to be honest, they were very nice to me. Usually, girls who look like that tend to be the ones who torture you in your high school life until you finally graduate. It was weird. What's also weird was that there were three girls sitting on one of the tables looking at us strangely and angrily, like they were spying on us. When one of the pretty girls told me, "We're going to be best friends forever!" and hugged me, the three girls sitting on the tables suddenly went like, "WHAAAT?!" They yelled it very loudly, and it was as if I was really in one of those TV shows, and that was their lines. The three pretty girls walked towards a table, and I followed them slowly behind. Then the three flirty-looking girls stood up, and I was afraid that they'd trip me and humiliate me like they do in the shows. Slowly, I walked opposite to their direction and out of the corner of my eye, somebody charged to them, messing up their hair and punching them and stuff. This caused as a distraction to them, and I quickly slid to the left, avoiding their little cat-fight or whatever. Sitting down, I turned around and saw him. It made me jump and blush, and I swore I thought I was looking like a cherry already. Good thing he didn't turn back to me, or then I'd be embarrassed. And as the cat-fight continues, the scene ended, following to another scene (oh yes, there's more).

I won't go into full detail, but let me just say that this dream really creeped me out. Well, not to the point that I peed myself, but yeah. Creepy. So the next scene, I was in a classroom. Not my real classroom, but my old classroom when I was still in 5th Grade. Skip, skip, skip... So my teacher was discussing about something, then suddenly, the skies went dark. Thunderclouds filled the once clear, blue sky, and now it was beginning to get darker. Lightning appeared everywhere, making a huge noise outside. Large raindrops fell. It was a thunderstorm that I've never seen or even experienced in my entire life. It was probably even worse than our past storms which destroyed half of my country. A few minutes passed and then the storm vanished. The sky was clear once again. We all clapped and rejoiced. Then it became darker again. Much, much darker. The rain was stronger than before. Thunder and lightning showed through the clouds, startling everyone and sending everyone to scream very loudly. It was very scary, and we only prayed that it would stop.

Okay, so why did I say that was creepy? I know it didn't seem creepy or scary when I wrote about it, that's partly because I'm not good at describing things. But the real reason why I was creeped out about it, is because last April 23, 2012, large rains fell on our province (not sure if it was the whole province or just my state) and it awfully looked like what I had dreamt of. The rain was very heavy it woke me up in my sleep. It continued for only a couple of minutes, just like in my dream. So, yeah. Thank God, right?

More dreams to come in another post. Yay~ :3

A werewolf and a unicorn

I dreamt I was in my mother's province. There was a fiesta going on, so me and my family went there to celebrate with our relatives. I was with 2 of my cousins the whole time I was there, I just can't recall who they were. I can't remember much of what happened, so I'll skip to the part I actually recall. It was night time. I was riding a motorcycle with my uncle, who was driving. My other relatives were behind us, riding in motorcycles as well. Though some were only walking. They wouldn't tell me where we were going, and all of us were pretty quiet along the way. Then something weird happened; we weren't in mom's province anymore. We were already in my city. It happened when we took a shortcut in the bushes; when we passed through it, I saw a glimpse of our city's church and the neighborhood, and that's when I knew we weren't in Xxxxxx anymore. I asked my uncle, "How the heck did that happen?" But he didn't respond. Then one of my girl cousins pointed out to me the moon. Full moon, I thought, smiling. It looked very beautiful... and big. Weird. But things were about to get weirder and scarier.


I suddenly knew why we were travelling: to look for a werewolf. "It's a full moon tonight, and I bet a lot of werewolves are roaming around right now," my uncle said with a voice like a cowboy's. We took a turn, and in the corner of my eyes, I saw it. A huge, massive, frighteningly large werewolf. "There it is!" I shouted. And I regretted that I did at once. It turned to our direction, with its big, bright red eyes looking straight at me. My uncle started driving faster than ever before, and I held onto him tight, hugging him, and almost squeezing his soul out of his body out of fright. I turned to my back and saw my relatives going into different directions. Some were running east, while others barged in peoples' houses. My uncle and I headed to the west and turned until we were able to see the shortcut. We were saved.

But my dream doesn't stop there. I was now back in my grandparents' home, safe from harm of that scary, hideous werewolf. And also, it was already day, so I was definitely safe from harm of any werewolf since they only come out at night or at a full moon. My guy cousin invited me on a sort of quest; I'm not really sure if it was a quest or he just needed my help on something. Oh well. So he and I went to this strange little house just three or four large houses away from our home. We entered the sort of bedroom which was cold and it had carpet flooring instead or tiles. We started sorting all this things-I can't recall what they were-that my cousin had brought with him, cluttering them up on the floor and then putting it back together in each container. Minutes had passed and I asked him, "We should get going." I looked outside the window and saw-a unicorn! They were just like in that game 'Robot Unicorn Attack' from games.adultswim.com. I don't know if they were supposed to be cute or whatever, weird thing is, I was afraid of them! I suddenly felt my heart beating faster, my palms sweating hard, and goosebumps all over my skin. I held my cousin on his arm, telling him to look out the window. I think he was surprised himself.
"How many are there?" I asked.
"Just two. No, wait a minute. There's three of them!"
I swear I was about to pee in my pants. "How will we get out of here?"
He only shrugged.
I don't know how we got out in that house because my mom suddenly shouted at me to wake up and take a bath, so I did.

This is really weird.

I have a best friend named Bea. I met her online, so I haven't seen yet in real life yet, which sucks. But even though we haven't personally met yet, I still consider her as one of my best friends who help me out in times of need, comfort me when I'm in pain, virtually hug me when I'm depressed, and will do anything just to cheer me up and make me into that happy-go-lucky sort of person that I am.

I've been dreaming about her for a long time now. And it's always about the same thing: us finally meeting each other. Whether it's in the mall or a school, it's always the same. Last night, I dreamt about her yet again. This is the third time I had a dream wherein she was there. I was in the mall with my mom, looking and window-shopping--the usual--and when we get to a certain clothing store, I saw this girl who looks exactly like Bea. She was with her dad, and they were just looking at the clothes, not really buying anything. I waited for the right time to call her, and when we were already close, I poked her in the arm. She finally saw me, and that's when we started talking. We talked about the usual things we talk about in Facebook. My best friends in school were there too, so I introduced Bea to them. There was a scene where Bea and I were just sitting on one of the benches outside of the mall, talking and laughing and stuff. Then out of the blue, I saw Anna--my other best friend I met online--pointing to our direction. I was about to call her when her companion dragged her away. I sat back down, sort of sad, then continued chatting with Bea.

That's when I woke up and decided to post it in here.

So I'll start this blog off with a dream I had last April 4, 2012.

I was at school, doing my usual things like hanging out with friends, listening to discussions and whatnot. It looked as if a normal day for me. It wasn't until men in black suits entered our classroom that it became weird. I couldn't recognize them; they looked like those men from Matrix with their cool black suits and awesome glasses and stuff. One of them was holding a long sheet of paper, like a list of something. Then they started narrating about this so called 'game' where people were to be in a group and they'd have to defeat the other groups until one group was remaining. It was like a computer game, actually. But this one, was real. Like, we literally have to defeat these people, just because we're ordered to.

So they started calling names of the first group, the ladies' group. A lot of names were called, and I swore I thought I was about to be called... But I wasn't. I was about to breathe out of relief, then the man said, "Next, we'll be calling one girl who will be the enemy of the group stated before." Or at least, something like that. When they called out the name... it was me. I couldn't breathe properly. My mind started swirling improperly, and I kept thinking stuff like, "Oh gods, I'm going to die." or "What do I do, what do I do..."

It just wasn't fair, I thought. Why did I have to go fight alone? I hadn't even had training yet! I wanted to talk to the men about it, how I didn't have training for these kinds of things yet, but they were too busy talking to our adviser. I just sighed, and went back to my seat. Dismissal came, and everyone got out, except me. And that bad-ass looking girl who got picked for the ladies' group a while ago, and who was also my enemy at the game. Despite being afraid of her, I walked up to her and said, "What do I do? I don't know how to fight nor kill people." She replied to me with a smile, "Don't worry. Before they put you in the game, you're going to face some of their exercises first. It's where they'll know if you're ready to play or not." Then we talked some more, just to buy our time. And even though she looked kind of bossy and obnoxious and stuff, she was really nice. She had a beautiful smile and when she talked to me, it wasn't really boastful or anything. Because of her, I actually forgot about the games. I didn't check the time, and saw that it was already late. I told her I had to go, so I waved good-bye at her, and walked all the way to my home. Then I woke up.

I think about The Hunger Games and play computer games way too much.