It's funny when in the morning, you feel relaxed and happy for some reason. You go out and enjoy your day like a normal person would. You hang out with your friends, laugh like there's no tomorrow, and you feel as though nothing can ever bring you down. You feel like you're the happiest person in the planet.
Then the day soon ends. You're finally all alone, ready to go to bed. You are about to go to into a deep, peaceful slumber. But your mind has other plans for you tonight. All of a sudden, thoughts come running in your mind. You think of the past memories you've had. Some are good, thank goodness, but some are bad. Bad enough to make you depressed, scared, and lonely. You are then faced with the sad reality of life. All at once, you realize a lot of things. He will never love you like you want him to. He will never feel the same way, no matter how many times you wish for it to happen. Nobody will ever like you for who you are, because you are nothing but a piece of shit in this world with no dreams, just crushed hopes and unfinished goals.
And then you shut your eyes as tears fall onto your already wet pillow.
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