List of things to do this weekend:

• Finish portfolio in Music and Arts.
• Do the movie review on "Ang Babae sa Septic Tank" in Filipino.
• Make the evaluation in Chemistry.
• Study for the upcoming Quarterly Exams (August 1, 2, and 3)

Ehhhh I think that's it... for now. I'm so tired; I barely even had sleep for the past few days. Every morning when I wake up it's always late, and I feel like my eye bags are so big now. It's like my bags have bags. Ugh. I don't even feel like it's Friday today! I don't want to think about my homework so much, since I don't want to get stressed. But I still can't help it! I really hope I'll be able to finish everything before Monday. Why couldn't we have 5-day weekend again? asdfghjkl

Performing Arts auditions today!

Lol actually, it was a while ago. We went to school and had auditions for those who wanted to be a part of Performing Arts club. In my case, I auditioned for singing. My friends auditioned for Speech Choir and acting. They all got in; I was so proud of them! I congratulated them a lot since I was happy that they did it. As for me, I sang 'Jump Then Fall' by Taylor Swift. It's a fast song, so Miss Rovira, our club moderator, asked if I could perform again any time this week and prepare two songs: a ballad and an opm song. For the ballad, I would sing and perform 'Dance With My Father'; I'm going to sing and play the piano at the same time, since she wanted to see my scales in playing the instrument. In other words, I guess she wanted to see how good I already was in playing the piano. I'm not that good, honestly. I just try and do my best all the time. For the opm song, I will sing 'Sa Ugoy Ng Duyan'. I know, they're lovely songs, aren't they? My parents are my inspiration for this. I know they're going to support me in here all the way. Although we often fight, I still love them a lot because they're caring and sweet and kind. They're overprotective, yes. But it's alright; I can handle them, anyway. :)

I still have to do my projects. Until next time. -Alice <3

P.S.: I want to stop liking him. Seriously. I mean, no matter how much I like him, I still won't be able to talk to him. Why? Because I am always freaking shy. And I hate it. Sometimes I'd like myself to be more... 'thick-faced' or something. Like some of my friends. *le sigh* Whatever.

We're having problems with our 'friend' again.

We really thought she changed, but we were wrong. Just a while ago, one of our friends gave us ballers that he bought from London while he was there last summer. We all had one, except for her and our other friend. But our friend was nice enough to give her the baller that he had. So in the end, she was the one who didn't get anything. It's very funny, really, because when she didn't get anything, she totally got upset and, I don't know, disappointed, I guess? It's not like she had the right to get angry, anyway. We asked for those ballers long before we met her; it was last summer, actually. So our friend bought just the right amount for all of us to be able to get one. She's still new; she's not even close to our friend! She probably doesn't even know his name. And even if she did, it won't matter. I just wish she's realize how irritating her attitude is. She even got angry to our friend who got the baller instead of her! I swear if she won't change her damn attitude, I will slap her in the face and let her know how much we hate her bitchy attitude. Bitch.

Sorry. I just had to let that out.

I should go now.

New haircuuuuuuuut!

Last Sunday, I got my haircut. It looks alright, but it didn't turn out the way I wanted, unfortunately. My family and friends say it's cute, though. I do believe them, somehow. They kept saying that I looked like another person, which was true. When I came to school on Monday, they totally did not recognize me! They were like, "Is that Alaina? OMG NO WAY" Their reactions were funny. Like, seriously.

And as I promised, a photo of me with mah new hair:

What do you think? I know, my face sucks! Heh, kidding. I like my new hair, really. The only thing I don't like about it are the bangs. I remember having bangs when I was in 2nd year; I feel like I went back in time and became a 2nd year high school all over again (although I have to admit, I look better today than I was last year).

Good-bye long hair, and hello short and crazy hair!

Just got back from watching The Amazing Spider-Man.

I got two words for it: AMAZING and FLAWLESS. It was so awesome, in my opinion; I can't even put my emotions into words. If I had to explain what I'm currently feeling right now, it would somehow turn out like this: ASDFKDJHGKD;'.FSJFJSK`;DKD.AKDLAJKKFNCNSI

After watching the movie, I got irritated to my cousin who said it sucked. Seriously. Who wouldn't love it? It was great, fabulous. AMAZING. Even my mom liked the movie! My cousin probably couldn't get over the fact that Tobey Maguire isn't Spider-Man anymore. Yes, I'm sad too, but come on! Andrew Garfield did super good in that movie! Great, even. And Emma Stone was so unf and ugh flawless. I really don't think I will be able to sleep properly tonight; I'll probably only stay up all night thinking and daydreaming about the movie. I always daydream about a certain movie, especially when it's really awesome.

Anyway, it's past 11pm already. I should be asleep right now. Meep.

Goodnight.

P.S. I didn't get a haircut tonight. It's a sign that I shouldn't cut it yet! Well, it's probably because we didn't have enough time for me to have my haircut... but, yeah. Maybe I'll have my haircut tomorrow? We'll never know.

Deciding whether or not I should cut my hair short.

I've been thinking about it a lot, and I really want to cut it short again. But then, there are pro's and con's of cutting my hair. I guess I'd have to list them down to see what's better: to cut or not to cut. It's a hard decision that I must make, one that I might either be happy for or regret in the future.

Pro's:

1. I get to have a new hairstyle.
2. I won't have to call my mom every morning to braid my hair.
3. I can start taking a bath in the morning again.
4. It won't annoy me anymore.
5. I won't have to tie it all the time, just sometimes.
6. SPLIT-ENDS BE GONE~

Con's:

1. I won't be able to braid it anymore, Katniss-style.
2. I'm going to miss my long hair.
3. I'm going to miss playing with it, head-banging and stuff like that.
4. *can't think of anything anymore*

So... It seems that there are a lot of pro's than con's. Ugh, I still don't know. WHY CAN'T DECIDING BE EASIER? asdfghjkl

If ever I'm going to have my new haircut, I shall post a picture in here. If I still have time to go online later. My parents and I are watching The Amazing Spider-Man today, hopefully. I'm so excited! yay~

Until my next entry. -Alice ^^

I think I'm starting to fall for someone more and more each day.

And I hate it.

You don't know who I'm talking about, do you? Well, it's probably better if you don't. I'm not going to type his name in here (for now); someone might probably see and begin spreading rumors about it and stuff, so yeah. Anyway, I honestly hate it. It's weird. I fell in love in the past, and it was not cool. At first I thought it was and that nothing bad will ever happen, but I was wrong, as always. Sure, there's nothing wrong with liking someone. But mine's different! I have never spoke to him, not even once. I don't even think he knows who I am! It sucks. I want to forget about him, really. But it's hard. Like, my mind keeps telling me to back out, but my heart keeps telling me to go on, fight, and never give up until he starts liking me back. But that's the thing; I don't ever think I'd be able to live up to his standards. He's popular and talented, and almost every girl in school likes him or thinks he's cute. Meanwhile, I'm the girl who stays in the sidelines and is only quiet when talking to friends. Who would be such a fool to like someone like me?

Le sigh. If only a miracle would happen, then I'd be happy.

And now,

I have to do this stupid research for a report that we'll have to do tomorrow. Seriously, I just want to rant about this. I mean, WHY WOULD YOU GIVE US A TASK TO SEARCH ABOUT STUFF AND ASK US TO REPORT ABOUT IT THE DAY AFTER YOU GAVE THE TASK TO US? LIKE, ARE YOU SRS? WTF, MAN! WHAT DO YOU THINK WE ARE, MAGICIANS? LIKE WE CAN MAGICALLY MASTER ALL OF IT IN ONE DAY? DON'T YOU THINK YOU SHOULD GIVE US AT LEAST 3-4 DAYS TO PREPARE? HAVE YOU NO MERCYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!?!?!

... i hate everything

Open Forum

My friends and I had an Open Forum today. The reason was because one of our friends, which was a new student on our school, was becoming kind of annoying, somehow. On the first day of school, when we befriended her, we thought she was really nice and cool and all that. But as the weeks passed by, we noticed something strange-and like I said-annoying about her. I don't think I should name those 'things' because it isn't really that important anymore. Because a while ago, just before our dismissal, we admitted to her that we were seeing something about her that we and other people didn't really like. Thankfully, she understood and didn't took it as if we were judging her. Instead, she reasoned out that it was alright for her to know things like those since it was for her own good, too. Besides, we don't like seeing our friends turn into someone bad. Our rule is that if we see something wrong or inappropriate about one of us, we'd tell them immediately-in a nice and sensitive way, of course.

Anyway, I'm really glad we're all okay now. I didn't really like the feeling of getting angry to someone, especially if it were to my friend. Hopefully she'll stay true to herself, not only tomorrow, but in the days to come.

And because I am partly somehow idk vain, I shall post pictures of me and (some of) my friends together!

No matter how crazy and weird they may be, they will always be my friends because I love them SO much!  ♥ :)