Field Trip '12.

This year's field trip was beyond awesome. I think it's the most amazing and fun field trip we've ever had. Our first destination was in Paradise Adventure Camp in Bulacan, Philippines. We had Team Building and Water Survival, and had to go through 4 or more activities before we were able to have a free time to swim. It was fun, really. At first, my classmates and I were totally not about the activities. But then we realized how awesome they were and heck yeah! Sure, I got a few bloody bruises because of it, but they were worth it. I had the most fun, and that's all that matters.

You know what's much more awesome?

I finally have a picture of him... with me. It was my friends' idea. Those two. Always ruining my life. Hah! Kidding. I love them so much, and I love them for doing what they did. What did they do? They simply came up to him and said, "Kuya, pa-picture kami!" It was really only supposed to be me, but just to not raise any suspicion, they decided to take pictures of him with them as well. I have been staring at that picture for 5 minutes now. It's just so... *le sigh*. I just love it, okay? I wanted to cry, but at the same time I didn't. What is wrong with me omg? trololol

Should I post it? I don't know. I'm only afraid of people finding out. And once they do, I'm sure they'll start gossiping about me, spreading rumors and whatnot. I really wanted that picture taken of the both of us, it's just that I was afraid people might see and begin wondering about the two of us. And me. They might think I'm 'malandi' for doing it. I'm sorry, people who think that way. I didn't mean it. I really didn't. Blame my friends. Lol.

From tumblr.com

You know... that isn't such a bad idea. I could use a little happiness in a jar.

What I need:

• a transparent jar
• assorted-colored notes
• a pen (of course)

I can't wait to start this 2013. That's probably what I'll be giving myself on New Year's Eve. :)

That awkward moment when you talk about prom, and your parents start talking about 'you-know-who'.

It all started when I told them where our prom will be held, at El Cielito Hotel. We start talking about prom-related things, and suddenly our conversation turns like this:

Mom: Eh di'ba may mga partner yun? Sino magiging partner mo?
Me: Hm, ewan ko nga po e.
Mom: Di'ba 4th year yung makaka-partner ninyo? Paano yung guy na nago-organ sa inyo?
Me: *blushes as usual* Hah? Ano meron?
Mom: Gusto mo ba siya maka-partner? Paano kung naging date mo siya?
Me: Eh... Edi hindi ako makakahinga. Speechless ba kamo. Pero as if naman. Ewan. I wish.
Mom: Paano kung wini-wish niya rin na maka-date ka niya? Gusto mo ipa-request ko dun sa nago-organ sa inyo na kayo na lang mag-partner?
Me: *laughs* Mom!
Mom: *looks at dad who has been awfully quiet since the start of the conversation* O, ba't ka naninipa?
Dad: *laughs* Wala akong ginagawa ha!
Me: Dad, someday I will find my prince but you will always be my King. *grins*
Dad: Aw, thanks, baby. *kisses yay*

As promised, a small, not-so-detailed post about how my friend's party went.

Well, it wasn't actually a 'party' since only 4 of us was invited (close friends only) and attended. Antonette knew she couldn't accommodate the whole class and wanted to spend time with only a few of her friends. So, it was past 3pm when Roanne, Anica and I got to Antonette's house. Faye, our other friend and her best friend, was there too. We ate tacos (aw yeah), carbonara, and fruit ref cake (I don't really know what it's called). After a few talks about prom and schist, we watched a movie. Two movies, actually: Fright Night and Orphan. Oh, yes. We actually watched it. After so many months, I finally got to watch Orphan. \m/ While watching Fright Night, Antonette and I were cool and stuff while the others were shouting and were like, "Ohmuhgud, what's gonna happeeeeeeen?" We already watched the movie so many times; we only ended up laughing at our friends. (It's natural for us to do that so yeah.) Evening came... and it was time to watch Orphan *thunder sounds and other scary sound effects*. Yes, it was creepy. And gross. There were a few scenes that made me want to puke. Especially the part when *insert spoiler here*. Heh. Oh, and we also shouted really loud at the almost ending when *insert yet another spoiler here*. But it was fun. It was the kind of movie that still made me sleep peacefully last night. But Antonette wanted to watch the chilling alternate ending and we're like "NOOOOOOO!" No way. There's just some movies that really creep me out and I start imagining things during the night and in the end, I can't sleep anymore. Yep.

Basically, I had a lot of fun. We're having a movie marathon again soon. Probably during December 15+. And you bet I'll be posting about that (unless something urgent happens and I'm not allowed to go online for a long time and I forget about posting it)

I'll be posting again. Soon. (Quite sooner than you think.) -Alice

November 22-23, 2012

First of all... Belated happy birthday to mah best friend, Antonette! weeeeeee~ We're going to celebrate her birthday tomorrow, Saturday. I'm probably going to post about it as soon as possible. We're going to eat and party and watch movies and all of the fun stuff! So exciting! But wait, there's more. Before going to her house at 3:00pm, Roanne, Anica, and I are going to make ref cake (tiramisu) at my house. Antonette said she really wanted to have a ref cake on her birthday party, and so we're giving it to her. We're such good friends. :3


So... November 22. What's up with November 22? Other than it was my friend's birthday, of course. Well, I got to chat with him on Facebook again. I've always been planning on asking him, but I still had to wait for the right time. And somehow, I felt that it was time I ask him about it. And I did. Here's a preview of how our chat went:

November 23, 2012. A while ago, I gave my copy of the classical song called Kiss The Rain by Yiruma, that awesome Korean piano-playing guy. I might not go into details for now, so let's just say that I am sao awkward forever! But he's so sweet. And I love him. Y U SO ADORBS UGH WHYYYYY

I'm sick.

I've been sick since yesterday because of tonsillitis. Whenever I swallow, my ear hurts. I've had the worst headache that made me feel like I either wanted to puke or just lie down and not move all day. I can't taste anything, I can't eat anything. I've been absent from school for two days now. I just hope I can go to school tomorrow. -Alice

I said 'hi' to him today.

And you know what? I honestly didn't get nervous. At all. Like it was perfectly normal for a girl like me to say hi to a boy like him. I waved at him like a friend, and he waved back as well. His smile was so mesmerizing. I wish I could always say hi to him like that without feeling anxious or nervous or whatever. Even at school. My friends always tell me to say hi to him. I always say no, since I always thought that he'd feel awkward and think something else. But he isn't that kind of person. He's kind, and sweet, and he doesn't pick friends. Everyone is his friend. I know that now.

And with that, I end my speech.

Until my next entry. -Alice

That one time.

That one awkward time...

When his butt was on my face.

... Well, almost. Basically, it was near my face.

I don't know who's more embarrassed: me, or him. He didn't know, though. So maybe I'm just as embarrassed for him as I am for me. I swear it was totally awkward; it was like that one time when some guy accidentally hugged me (I posted about it once) and I cried. I didn't cry this time, but I was shocked. And I'm pretty sure that my face looked like a tomato that time. Roanne was there too; his butt was also near her face. Antonette saw what happened, and she's like, "SHITBRIX!" and stuff.

... My head hurts now.

Dream Come True

Once, a long time ago (probably a few months back), I dreamt of him. I dreamt that he and I were playing the piano together. Well, either that, or he was teaching me. Anyway, the room in which we were had a piano, and we were beside each other in front of that piano.

I honestly did not expect that dream of mine to come true. Then yesterday, we had a choir practice for this month's First Friday Mass. He played the piano, as always. I watched him play, and as usual, I was just as mesmerized as before. There was a time when he was making a bit of mistakes, and it made me smile. Why? Because I remember so much of myself when that happened. I always make mistakes when I play the piano. And when I do, I just laugh it off and start over. Nothing much happened, except for Antonette and Hazel eating Nips while we were singing. So, I shall skip to the good part. It was past 4:50pm. High school students were already going home, and we were still practicing. Of course we didn't mind; what we minded was that we weren't able to get our bags in our classrooms. Worried, some of them took off to get their bags. I stayed, because my friends volunteered to get my bag for me (I love them sao much okay). It was only him, me, the 4th year, 2nd year, and some 1st year. I scooted over to the end of the long chair, where Antonette was just sitting a while ago. I was looking at the altar, and since I have this sort of ability to see from the corner of my eye, I could see him looking at me. So I looked at him. He was making a face, as though trying to tell me, "Sige na, turuan mo na ako." He was making a pout face, along with his cute puppy dog eyes. I also made a face that says, "Hindi po ako gaano magaling e." What? I'm shy as heck. It wasn't a matter of time until he got to make me sit on that chair-his chair-in front of the piano. I tried to play the song, but I couldn't. I mean, of course I could; I just couldn't concentrate on it well. He was... distracting me. And also, I felt very nervous! I'm not used to playing the piano in front of people okay ._. Soon after, everyone else left. The only ones left were him, me, Ms. Diaz and Sr. Rosario. The practice was obviously over, so the two of us- he and me (is that even correct? lol)-played with the piano. Well, he was playing the piano. I was only suggesting songs and pieces for him to play. First, I told him to play River Flows in You. As always, it was beautiful. His hand pressed every key gracefully, not missing any key at all. Sure, yeah, he made mistakes. That's understandable. I also asked if he could play Kiss The Rain. He didn't know it, tho. I then went beside him and showed him the first notes with my right hand. After, I showed him the left. All of a sudden, my face went all super-thick and was like, "Kuya, pwede ko pong i-try?" He was so nice, saying, "Sure, sige lang!" I tried to play, and of course, it was an EPIC FAIL. *facepalm* First of all, there was no sustain. I can't play without sustain! All my years of playing the piano, I have never liked playing without using the sustain. I honestly do not know how he is able to play without it. My tutor and my mentor both told me that it is, what's the word? Essential? I don't remember. BASTA. ugh epic fail talaga nakakahiya ako kapal kapal kasi ng mukha he probably hates me nao T^T (not really but that's what i feel so yea)

... Okay. This post is getting pretty long. I'm just going to start summarizing from now on. XD

After a while, Antonette and Hazel got back. They caught us beside each other-him playing the piano and me, looking at him play. They told me they wanted to squeal so hard! But of course, they couldn't. Not when we're together. I don't want him to know that I like him. Not now. Maybe someday, but for now, I'd like to keep it as a secret. I just don't want to get my heart broken again.

OH YEAH. There was one time he was playing River Flows In You on the piano. I noticed some writing on his right hand (I've actually noticed it for a long time since the practice). I pointed to it, and he chuckled, saying, "Si ___ kasi!" I chuckled with him at the same time. I can't tell what was written there, but there was a heart. Like ______ ♥ ______. I don't know. And I guess I don't care. Because what happened yesterday made me so happy that nothing on that day could've ruined my day. But before the practice, I was actually pissed. I was still pissed when we went to the chapel. Later, I was beginning to feel normal, and soon enough, happy and giddy inside. And it's all because of him. ^____^ *le sigh*

I'm supposed to be doing my homework right now. I should really get back to doing it.

Now Playing (and has been playing several times now): All Too Well - Taylor Swift ♥ 

The study date that never happened.

[This isn't some real schist that happened to me in real life, if anyone was wondering. First of all, I would never go on a date because I am too awesome for anyone to see through my epic awesomeness. Secondly... this is just a dream.]

I honestly don't remember much of my dream. All I can recall of it is that I was with him, and he was supposedly going to tutor me in Trigonometry (he's really good at math okay). He started giving me these examples for me to work on and study further. While I was busy calculating stuff, he showed me a paper with the letters "RP" in it. At first I didn't understand, then he said, "I want to check out your role-play. In Tumblr. If you don't mind." I told him, "Oh, alright." I typed in the url, "percyjacksonroleplay.tumblr.com" and entered. Ever since then, we ended up hanging out together instead of studying, thus explaining the title above.

It isn't much of a long dream, but it certainly gives me the goosebumps whenever I remember that scene. :3 And this is the first dream that I've had for months! I guess I was pretty sleepy last night and was relaxed, too. I've just been really tired and stressed that I haven't been able to relax even for just a while.

Welp, until my next entry. -Alice