December 5, 2012

... I can't explain how happy I am right now.

This day, which is just before his birthday, has been one of the best days of my life. This afternoon, we had yet another practice for the mass that we'll be having this Friday. He and his other batch mates had a symposium, and so he wasn't able to attend the practice. So since he wasn't there, who played the piano?

I did. They forced me. And since I had no choice, I played. Quite well, actually. At first I was nervous as heck, but the more I played, the more confident I felt. It was amazing, the feeling. Just after our practice, he came still in his symposium uniform which are long-sleeved polo with a maroon necktie and slacks... And you know what? He was so hot. He was just so... unf. You know how a fan-girl feels when he sees a photoset of her favorite celebrity, topless? Aw, yeah. That's what I felt.

Everyone else left. Only my friends, him and I stayed. The two of us played, and I helped him in what he missed. We never left each other's side. We were pretty close, come to think of it. My friends said we looked so romantic together. My friend, Antonette, even teased that we looked like some married couple and she's like, "I'm your daughter!" Neither of us reacted on that because it was sao awkward.

Well, after that insanely epic and awkward practice with him, we left the chapel. Still together. We all walked together. Him, me, Antonette, Roanne, and Hazel. And since my friends really like to kill me because yes, they said, "Oh, kapit-kapit, guys! Mahigpit dapat, walang bibitaw!" Having no choice but to join, he and I held each other just like how prom dates would hold together as they enter the room (I hope you understand what I'm trying to say).

That awkward yet amazing feeling when you had physical contact with the guy you are most certainly in love with and yet you still don't want to admit your feelings about him. And it is the first time that something like this has happened to me. I feel like I'm on cloud nine and I can't get out. I'm just stuck there, giggling and being all giddy and kilig and stuff. Yeah.

After a few minutes, everybody else let go of their firm grip. Everyone but us. We were stuck like that for quite sometime. It was like he had forgotten that we were holding onto each other and we're just walking like that. It was awkward. Weird. Everything. I couldn't breathe. Soon enough, I gestured for him to let me go, since he was basically the one having the tight grip. He was like, "Oh, I'm sorry." And smiled. At least I think he smiled. He's always smiling, and whenever he does, his face shines as bright as the sun and it lights me up, making me smile too. That may have sounded a bit too exaggerated, but come on. I'm in love with the guy. That's what I feel about him and I'm not ashamed. I only don't like saying, "I'm in love with him," mostly because I don't want to seem desperate. I'm not. I love him for him. And this love that I feel for him does not ask for anything in return. Respect, maybe. But it doesn't matter if he feels the same way or not. I guess, as long as he's happy, then I'm happy. That's what I feel for him. My love for him is as pure as a newborn baby held tightly by his mother as he sleeps. Nothing else matters, but for him to be completely happy and contented with his life.

I probably got a bit off-track. I'm really sorry for that. I'm sorry if you had to read all of that. But if you did read it all the way, up until the end, then I congratulate you. And of course, I thank you for giving me at least 7 minutes of your time to read this. But if you doubt that I'm telling the truth, I am. I really do love him. You just haven't met this person yet. This guy, this troll of a guy, is such a fantastic person. He's funny, he's sweet. He's kind and gentle. He respects girls, and everybody else. He doesn't choose his friends. He doesn't boast his talents. Instead, he offers it to the Lord as he plays for Him during the mass. He is the best guy that I have ever met. I'm glad I got the chance to meet him, even if it's a bit too late. I could've made friends with him earlier, but I didn't. I'm only glad that God made it able for us to meet and share some moments together. And you know what? Even if we don't end up together, I'm still happy that I get to say that I have met the perfect person. He may not be truly perfect, but he's perfect to me. He's everything that I ever wanted. All that I want from a guy, he's got it. I don't love him for his looks. Heck, he can go bald if he wanted to! (I'm not saying that he should, though.) I just want to be able to spend the next chapters of my life with the man who I know will take care of me and love me for who I am, and won't ever ask anything for return.

Also, it may be a bit too early since it still tomorrow, but I will say it anyway.

Happy Birthday, Kuya. Take care always, and don't ever change. I wish you knew how I felt for you. Maybe then you'd realized how awesomely perfect (and a troll!) you are. Wish you the best, and may many more birthdays come. I love you~ trololol =)) XD

Field Trip '12.

This year's field trip was beyond awesome. I think it's the most amazing and fun field trip we've ever had. Our first destination was in Paradise Adventure Camp in Bulacan, Philippines. We had Team Building and Water Survival, and had to go through 4 or more activities before we were able to have a free time to swim. It was fun, really. At first, my classmates and I were totally not about the activities. But then we realized how awesome they were and heck yeah! Sure, I got a few bloody bruises because of it, but they were worth it. I had the most fun, and that's all that matters.

You know what's much more awesome?

I finally have a picture of him... with me. It was my friends' idea. Those two. Always ruining my life. Hah! Kidding. I love them so much, and I love them for doing what they did. What did they do? They simply came up to him and said, "Kuya, pa-picture kami!" It was really only supposed to be me, but just to not raise any suspicion, they decided to take pictures of him with them as well. I have been staring at that picture for 5 minutes now. It's just so... *le sigh*. I just love it, okay? I wanted to cry, but at the same time I didn't. What is wrong with me omg? trololol

Should I post it? I don't know. I'm only afraid of people finding out. And once they do, I'm sure they'll start gossiping about me, spreading rumors and whatnot. I really wanted that picture taken of the both of us, it's just that I was afraid people might see and begin wondering about the two of us. And me. They might think I'm 'malandi' for doing it. I'm sorry, people who think that way. I didn't mean it. I really didn't. Blame my friends. Lol.

As promised, a small, not-so-detailed post about how my friend's party went.

Well, it wasn't actually a 'party' since only 4 of us was invited (close friends only) and attended. Antonette knew she couldn't accommodate the whole class and wanted to spend time with only a few of her friends. So, it was past 3pm when Roanne, Anica and I got to Antonette's house. Faye, our other friend and her best friend, was there too. We ate tacos (aw yeah), carbonara, and fruit ref cake (I don't really know what it's called). After a few talks about prom and schist, we watched a movie. Two movies, actually: Fright Night and Orphan. Oh, yes. We actually watched it. After so many months, I finally got to watch Orphan. \m/ While watching Fright Night, Antonette and I were cool and stuff while the others were shouting and were like, "Ohmuhgud, what's gonna happeeeeeeen?" We already watched the movie so many times; we only ended up laughing at our friends. (It's natural for us to do that so yeah.) Evening came... and it was time to watch Orphan *thunder sounds and other scary sound effects*. Yes, it was creepy. And gross. There were a few scenes that made me want to puke. Especially the part when *insert spoiler here*. Heh. Oh, and we also shouted really loud at the almost ending when *insert yet another spoiler here*. But it was fun. It was the kind of movie that still made me sleep peacefully last night. But Antonette wanted to watch the chilling alternate ending and we're like "NOOOOOOO!" No way. There's just some movies that really creep me out and I start imagining things during the night and in the end, I can't sleep anymore. Yep.

Basically, I had a lot of fun. We're having a movie marathon again soon. Probably during December 15+. And you bet I'll be posting about that (unless something urgent happens and I'm not allowed to go online for a long time and I forget about posting it)

I'll be posting again. Soon. (Quite sooner than you think.) -Alice

November 22-23, 2012

First of all... Belated happy birthday to mah best friend, Antonette! weeeeeee~ We're going to celebrate her birthday tomorrow, Saturday. I'm probably going to post about it as soon as possible. We're going to eat and party and watch movies and all of the fun stuff! So exciting! But wait, there's more. Before going to her house at 3:00pm, Roanne, Anica, and I are going to make ref cake (tiramisu) at my house. Antonette said she really wanted to have a ref cake on her birthday party, and so we're giving it to her. We're such good friends. :3


So... November 22. What's up with November 22? Other than it was my friend's birthday, of course. Well, I got to chat with him on Facebook again. I've always been planning on asking him, but I still had to wait for the right time. And somehow, I felt that it was time I ask him about it. And I did. Here's a preview of how our chat went:

November 23, 2012. A while ago, I gave my copy of the classical song called Kiss The Rain by Yiruma, that awesome Korean piano-playing guy. I might not go into details for now, so let's just say that I am sao awkward forever! But he's so sweet. And I love him. Y U SO ADORBS UGH WHYYYYY

Dream Come True

Once, a long time ago (probably a few months back), I dreamt of him. I dreamt that he and I were playing the piano together. Well, either that, or he was teaching me. Anyway, the room in which we were had a piano, and we were beside each other in front of that piano.

I honestly did not expect that dream of mine to come true. Then yesterday, we had a choir practice for this month's First Friday Mass. He played the piano, as always. I watched him play, and as usual, I was just as mesmerized as before. There was a time when he was making a bit of mistakes, and it made me smile. Why? Because I remember so much of myself when that happened. I always make mistakes when I play the piano. And when I do, I just laugh it off and start over. Nothing much happened, except for Antonette and Hazel eating Nips while we were singing. So, I shall skip to the good part. It was past 4:50pm. High school students were already going home, and we were still practicing. Of course we didn't mind; what we minded was that we weren't able to get our bags in our classrooms. Worried, some of them took off to get their bags. I stayed, because my friends volunteered to get my bag for me (I love them sao much okay). It was only him, me, the 4th year, 2nd year, and some 1st year. I scooted over to the end of the long chair, where Antonette was just sitting a while ago. I was looking at the altar, and since I have this sort of ability to see from the corner of my eye, I could see him looking at me. So I looked at him. He was making a face, as though trying to tell me, "Sige na, turuan mo na ako." He was making a pout face, along with his cute puppy dog eyes. I also made a face that says, "Hindi po ako gaano magaling e." What? I'm shy as heck. It wasn't a matter of time until he got to make me sit on that chair-his chair-in front of the piano. I tried to play the song, but I couldn't. I mean, of course I could; I just couldn't concentrate on it well. He was... distracting me. And also, I felt very nervous! I'm not used to playing the piano in front of people okay ._. Soon after, everyone else left. The only ones left were him, me, Ms. Diaz and Sr. Rosario. The practice was obviously over, so the two of us- he and me (is that even correct? lol)-played with the piano. Well, he was playing the piano. I was only suggesting songs and pieces for him to play. First, I told him to play River Flows in You. As always, it was beautiful. His hand pressed every key gracefully, not missing any key at all. Sure, yeah, he made mistakes. That's understandable. I also asked if he could play Kiss The Rain. He didn't know it, tho. I then went beside him and showed him the first notes with my right hand. After, I showed him the left. All of a sudden, my face went all super-thick and was like, "Kuya, pwede ko pong i-try?" He was so nice, saying, "Sure, sige lang!" I tried to play, and of course, it was an EPIC FAIL. *facepalm* First of all, there was no sustain. I can't play without sustain! All my years of playing the piano, I have never liked playing without using the sustain. I honestly do not know how he is able to play without it. My tutor and my mentor both told me that it is, what's the word? Essential? I don't remember. BASTA. ugh epic fail talaga nakakahiya ako kapal kapal kasi ng mukha he probably hates me nao T^T (not really but that's what i feel so yea)

... Okay. This post is getting pretty long. I'm just going to start summarizing from now on. XD

After a while, Antonette and Hazel got back. They caught us beside each other-him playing the piano and me, looking at him play. They told me they wanted to squeal so hard! But of course, they couldn't. Not when we're together. I don't want him to know that I like him. Not now. Maybe someday, but for now, I'd like to keep it as a secret. I just don't want to get my heart broken again.

OH YEAH. There was one time he was playing River Flows In You on the piano. I noticed some writing on his right hand (I've actually noticed it for a long time since the practice). I pointed to it, and he chuckled, saying, "Si ___ kasi!" I chuckled with him at the same time. I can't tell what was written there, but there was a heart. Like ______ ♥ ______. I don't know. And I guess I don't care. Because what happened yesterday made me so happy that nothing on that day could've ruined my day. But before the practice, I was actually pissed. I was still pissed when we went to the chapel. Later, I was beginning to feel normal, and soon enough, happy and giddy inside. And it's all because of him. ^____^ *le sigh*

I'm supposed to be doing my homework right now. I should really get back to doing it.

Now Playing (and has been playing several times now): All Too Well - Taylor Swift ♥ 

Friendship Bracelets

I have always been fond of friendship bracelets. I've been meaning to get some for me and my friends, but never found the right one and always seemed to have no money when I do.

Last week, probably on a Friday or Saturday night, I had stumbled upon a Youtube video teaching you how to make your own Friendship bracelets. I loved the style; it didn't seem so easy to make (it is to some people) but with determination and hard work, I think I'll be able to do it. I'm going to give 5 of my closest friends one friendship bracelet, each made using their favorite colors. I'm really excited on doing this project of mine this week. I have decided to give it to them on Christmas; yes, I know it's a bit too early. Christmas is a month and a half away, why hurry? Well, this week is our semester break (for the first time in years) and since I know I won't be doing much, i thought, why not do something productive and make these? And besides, if I don't start now, I might not be able to have time to make anymore; 2nd quarter's over, that means another quarter is going to start soon. How soon? Next week, I guess. That also means new projects, performance tasks, etc. Pretty soon I'll be loaded with school work and I won't have time to do this project anymore!

So, yeah. Now you know.

I hope my friends are going to like what I'm going to get them for Christmas. It may not be much, but it has that sentimental value which I know they're going to love. They might not even expect something such as this to be given to them by me. XD (Or maybe they will. I don't really know.)

October 18, 2012

Probably one of the best days of my life. What I felt when I first met him last August 3, I felt it yet again during this day. Only now... it's much better.

It was past 3pm. The school choir, Koro Dominicano, had a practice in a room near the school library. There wasn't much people there yet; only some 2nd year, 3rd year (my friends and I), 1st year boys, and him. Sr. Rosario played a song in the laptop, but apparently, it wasn't loud enough. She asked him if there was someone he knew who had a speaker. Antonette said, "Our classmate has a speaker!" He asked her, "O, samahan mo ako." Knowing Antonette, she already had a plan in store. She replied to him, "Eh tinatamad na ako. Si Alaina na lang!" Then he looked at me and was like, "Sige na, samahan mo ako." As if I had any choice, right? So in the end, I ended up getting the speaker from my classmate with him. ALONE. As if it had to be more awkward than that, right? Well, yes. It did.

There was one time when we met Ms. Diaz in the corridor. She asked us, "Oh, where are you going?" He replied, "Miss, kukunin lang yung speaker sa classmate ni..." Then he looked at me. He doesn't know my name completely yet.

Me: Alaina po. *smiles*
Him: *takes my ID card and looks at it* Al... Alaina? *haves trouble reading it a bit*
Me: *laughs* Lala na lang po.
Him: Lala? Lalalala-lalalalala~ *grins*

And from then on, he started saying things like, "Aina? Ana? Ina? Analyn? Lalyn? Lynla?" It was hilarious! And all throughout I kept arguing with him jokingly, saying, "Lala po!" And then there was this convo that was such a major turn-on that I started to like him more than ever.

Me: Kailan po ba yung Living Rosary?
Him: Hmm... *takes a look at the paper with the date* Ayun! October 27... Ay, lagot! Hindi! Para kay Lord 'to. Ayus lang.

God is his first priority all the time. He would do anything for Him. He would sacrifice his time and give his full effort just to serve and worship the Lord. A MAJOR TURN-ON. Ever since then, I liked him more. I mean, I liked him a lot before that, but now... I would like to say I love him but I can't because... Well, it's a long story.

When I told my friends everything, they squealed. Antonette kept saying, "I am so proud I wanna cry!" Sigh. I love my friends a lot. They might be crazy, but they're just as crazy as I am. So I'm okay with that. ^^ :)

Until my next entry. -Alice <3

Good news.

My tests are done! Yaaaaaaaay. Now I can go online. I have a lot to post about, but since it might take me a long time to summarize them all, I'll just skip some and narrate the good stuff.

For the last few days, I have been dreaming a lot about him. It's really weird because I'm not used to dreaming about my crushes. You know what's weirder? Antonette told me that she dreamt about me and him once. She dreamt that the two of us were hanging out in the corridor, then he passed by. He said, "Hi, Antonette!" Then when he turned to me, he was like, "Hi, Babe!" I rolled my eyes jokingly and replied, smiling, "Hmph, babe ka dyan." It was sooooo awkward! Like, why would Anette dream about that? WHYYYYYYY~

Then a while ago, my classmates and I were hanging out in the corridor, as usual. I was reading a notebook, reviewing for the tests today. I looked up to the side and saw him passing by our corridor. Pretending that I didn't see anything, I looked back to the notebook and read again. When he already passed by, I looked up and smiled. Suddenly, Antonette told me, "Girl, alam mo ba, nung nag-pass by siya dito, bigla siyang tumingin sayo. Seriously! Tumingin na ako sa kanya, pero ikaw parin yung tinitignan niya. OMG!" Even my other friend, Anica, said it was true. What the fudge. What is happening. What is wrong with the world? D: (lol joke you know I loved it. not expecting tho because yes)

Also, I just came back from SM. Roanne, Mika, and I went there to do our Performance Task in Statistics. Long story. Anyway, after doing our tiring P.T., we bought earrings and stuff. Then we went home. Roanne's mind began thinking about strange stuff. She was like, "What if in the future, he's holding a baby boy in his hand and your hand on the other? Ohmuhgud, that's so sweet!" "Oh, oh! And what if one day, he walks in his office with his baby boy and the girls begin screaming at his entrance, saying, 'Oh em gee, it's Sir _____! And he's holding a baby! How cute! I wonder who the mother is? She must be so lucky!' Then you go to his office to bring him his lunch and then they start asking, 'Oh, who's that?' 'That's Sir _____'s wife! OMGGGG'" Aaaaaand a bunch of other stuff. Did I mention that she ships me and him? Yeah. She's a true shipper. She told me that if we won't end up together, she'll be heartbroken. Once I asked her why she liked us together, and she said, "You guys are just so adorable together! Like, you're dorky, and he's, well, dorkier. And you're both geniuses! And musically talented. Gosh, your kids would have the most amazing voices ever! I have never liked a couple in my entire life except you guys. I mean, I can seriously imagine you two having a good future together. Like, it's right there in my head just waiting to happen in real life. I just, I love you guys, okay." I love you too, Roanne. Seriously. And I am truly happy in treating you that lovely and yummy strawberry-dipped ice cream that was so hard to eat since it kept dripping and melting on our hands. Gross. XD =))

Until my next entry, I guess. -Alice ^_^ ♥

I am 50% happy and 50% furious today.

I don't know where to start. Bad news or good news? Usually people always start with the bad news and end with the good news because for-I-don't-know reasons. But this bad news is totally breaking my heart. I am totally furious-and I mean, FURIOUS-about it that I am not sure whether to continue this entry.

But we all know I'll do it anyway.

Antonette, one of my best friends, has just got her heart broken this week. One of our classmates (let's call her Rica, shall we?) told her something very awful. As awful as the smell of smelly socks. Rica told her, "Anette, I am so sorry! I have a crush on your crush, and your crush likes me too! Sorry, sorry, sorry!" Uh, bitch, what are you saying sorry for? You don't have the right to say sorry AT ALL. What's your sorry going to do, huh? Can it turn back the time from where you were born so that you'll never be born again? Wow. Just, wow. When I heard about that, it just totally pissed me off. For one thing, if you did know that Anette liked him, then why did you like him back? Have you ever forgotten about the rule? "Friends shall not have a crush on another friend's crush." That's like a golden rule. Seriously. And second, HOW DARE YOU STEAL HIM FROM HER. MY BEST FRIEND. I REALLY HATE YOU RIGHT NOW. I REALLY WISH I COULD TOSS YOU AND YOUR STUPID CRUSH DOWN TO HELL SO YOU COULD ROT THERE TOGETHER. A-HOLES.

Not only that. A while ago, when it was dismissal time, we saw them together. Antonette saw them too. She cried. A lot. She couldn't hold back the tears any longer so we decided to comfort her for a while until she calmed down. It just sucks, okay? She has had a crush on that guy-that stupid guy-for a year and a few months. And then this bitch decided to step out from the underworld and take him away from her. I am so frustated with every-fucking-thing that I wish both of them would just burn and die. (I can be very morbid at times so I am so sorry for anyone who is reading this.) How dare they. How dare that bitch. How dare that stupid guy who fell for the bitch. You two have only known each other for weeks, and yet you're already flirting with each other? What is this, PBB Teens? This isn't a reality show, dumbasses. You two, just rot in hell. And die. Bitches.

I don't have the strength to tell the good news anymore. I'm just going to summarize it. I talked to him, blah blah blah and stuff. And a while ago, after dismissal, when Anica and I were about to go outside to check if our school buses were there. We passed by HIM while Anica and I were laughing out loud. I couldn't see much of him, but I could tell that he was looking at my direction. When we got to our destination, Anica told me that he was looking at me. And I was like, "HUWAAAAAT?" And I couldn't stop blushing and being kilig. I think he was trying to say hi but then I wasn't looking and was busy LOL-ing so he decided to just do it next time. OMGGGGGGGGGG~ Oh well. There's always next time. (at least I hope so)

Also, he's going to play the piano during our mass tomorrow! asdfghjkl So awesome! \m/

Welp, until next time. -Alice

LINGGO NG WIKA '12

This morning until the afternoon, our school celebrated the annual Linggo ng Wika. We also had the so-called "laro ng lahi" in which we play a bunch of Filipino games like palayok, tug-of-war, patintero, kadang-kadang, and so much more. Fortunately, our batch, the Third Year, won in some of them. I am honestly proud of all our players who participated in all of the games and did their very best to win the game and show the other levels how we don't suck anymore! I wanted to play in the tug-of-war, but eh. I wasn't in the mood. Also, my P.E. was ruined. (Long story.)

Basically, we had a lot of fun. Seriously! Everything went well-I thought it wouldn't at first, but in the end, everything came together and made me happy, happy, happy! And because I am happy, I will be posting pictures taken during our event.

From left-to-right: Monique, Antonette, Me!, Lorraine, Hazel, and Blessie. :)

WACKYYYYY~ XD

Meet our muse, Angelica. She's a friend of mine as well. She's pretty, isn't she? :3 :)

The parade.

The other muse and escort of our batch, Abby and Charles. Abby's really beautiful! Charles... well, he's okay. :)

I really had fun today. Hope everyone had a fun day as well! -Alice :D

As I promised, more pictures from yesterday!

I apologize for them being blurry because we didn't have a camera with us and only used our cellphones.

Photos courtesy of: Lorraine Arroyo. :)

Before I end this post, let me introduce to you my friends one-by-one.

From left to right: Marianne (the girl with the ever-so white legs), Mhave, Blessie, Lorraine, Alex (the girl doing the 'peace' sign above Lorraine's head), Hazel, Angelica (the girl beside me), Faye, Monique, Antonette, and Roanne.

I am indeed very grateful to have wonderful and amazing friends like them. ♥ 

Yesterday was one of the best days in my entire school year.

Three wonderful and spectacular things happened to me. Let me narrate them to you one by one.

First, it was morning after our flag ceremony in school. We had a triduum in honor of St. Dominic de Guzman, the patron saint of our school (or something like that). The former Koro Dominicano had to sing onstage while my crush played the piano. I was overwhelmed and inspired by him as he played, as always. After the triduum, my friends Antonette, Roanne, and Hazel made me stay backstage for a while. For what reason? I didn't know. Until he came and they called him, "Ui, Kuya _______! Ang galing mo mag-piano a! By the way, kilala mo na ba si Lala?" They pointed to me. Then, he looked straight at me and said, "Lala? Ui! Ikaw yung susunod na magpa-piano next year a!" I wanted to say something, but I couldn't. I couldn't find the right words, and it was like my tongue was getting twisted. I was... speechless. I swear I even cried after we talked to him. It was the first time he actually talked to me, looked at me in the eye. Finally, he knows who I am.

Second thing isn't going to be such a big deal, but it is for me. It was dismissal time. While I was passing by the canteen, he was there, simply standing, waiting for his friends who were talking to a teacher. I decided that it was time to make a move. So I breathed in deeply, trying to take all of my courage, and breathed out. Finally, I smiled at him. He smiled back And his smile... it was beautiful.

Third was probably the most awesome thing that happened yesterday! (Okay, so it's probably tied up with the first. And the second as well.) My friends and I went to my house to have a movie marathon. And it was the best M.M. we've had ever since! And it happened in my house! All os uf were just bonding and hanging out, watching movies while eating a bunch of foods like mom's tacos, popcorn, junk foods, and the like. We watched two movies: The Sixth Sense(1999) and Blades of Glory(2007). Yes, one scary and one funny, because that's how we roll. When it was 5:30pm, some of our friends had to go. (Aw!) But before they were able to, we had an awesome photo-shoot. Here are some of the pictures we took outside of our house, courtesy of mom's cellphone.

I shall post more later because I want to. Teehee!~ :3

We're having problems with our 'friend' again.

We really thought she changed, but we were wrong. Just a while ago, one of our friends gave us ballers that he bought from London while he was there last summer. We all had one, except for her and our other friend. But our friend was nice enough to give her the baller that he had. So in the end, she was the one who didn't get anything. It's very funny, really, because when she didn't get anything, she totally got upset and, I don't know, disappointed, I guess? It's not like she had the right to get angry, anyway. We asked for those ballers long before we met her; it was last summer, actually. So our friend bought just the right amount for all of us to be able to get one. She's still new; she's not even close to our friend! She probably doesn't even know his name. And even if she did, it won't matter. I just wish she's realize how irritating her attitude is. She even got angry to our friend who got the baller instead of her! I swear if she won't change her damn attitude, I will slap her in the face and let her know how much we hate her bitchy attitude. Bitch.

Sorry. I just had to let that out.

I should go now.

Open Forum

My friends and I had an Open Forum today. The reason was because one of our friends, which was a new student on our school, was becoming kind of annoying, somehow. On the first day of school, when we befriended her, we thought she was really nice and cool and all that. But as the weeks passed by, we noticed something strange-and like I said-annoying about her. I don't think I should name those 'things' because it isn't really that important anymore. Because a while ago, just before our dismissal, we admitted to her that we were seeing something about her that we and other people didn't really like. Thankfully, she understood and didn't took it as if we were judging her. Instead, she reasoned out that it was alright for her to know things like those since it was for her own good, too. Besides, we don't like seeing our friends turn into someone bad. Our rule is that if we see something wrong or inappropriate about one of us, we'd tell them immediately-in a nice and sensitive way, of course.

Anyway, I'm really glad we're all okay now. I didn't really like the feeling of getting angry to someone, especially if it were to my friend. Hopefully she'll stay true to herself, not only tomorrow, but in the days to come.

And because I am partly somehow idk vain, I shall post pictures of me and (some of) my friends together!

No matter how crazy and weird they may be, they will always be my friends because I love them SO much!  ♥ :) 

So I'll just shamelessly leave all of these pictures here because of reasons.

I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH I CAN'T-

(p.s. I don't have all of my friends' pictures because idk omg D: )

So this is my best friend, Antonette. For three years, this girl has been with me through thick and thin, comforting me in times of pain, cheering me up when I'm all glum inside, making me smile with her silly jokes, and just always being there for me when I'm in need of a friend. All these times she was always there for us, for her friends. Whenever anyone would have any problems she would be right there just waiting for them to come to her and rant about it; and no matter how strange or weird it may be, she would always listen and give her special advice if they needed it. She was a one-of-a-kind friend, I tell you. Ask anyone about that and they'll surely agree. 

When we learned that she was officially moving to another school, we were distraught-broken, even. The sadder thing is that the school where she'll be moving in is very far from where her friends live: in Manila. How are we going to visit her when she's far, far away from us? I know her moving school isn't supposed to be that much of a big deal; I mean, there are plenty of ways to stay in contact now, specially with all those social networks that lets us chat with basically anybody as long as they were your friends. But that's not mainly the reason why I'm sad about her leaving; we'll never get to see each other personally daily anymore. I'll never get to see her face or hear that amusing laugh of hers whenever she cracks up a joke. I was so used to hanging out with her all the time that I can't seem to force myself to believing that she'll be leaving us. I'll definitely miss a lot of things about her, especially when she already has this special place in my heart as one of my best-est friends.

I love you so much, Anette. Don't ever forget me nor our friends, a'ryt? :) :* :3 WE LOVE YOU TO PIECES (not literally but yeah)

This is really weird.

I have a best friend named Bea. I met her online, so I haven't seen yet in real life yet, which sucks. But even though we haven't personally met yet, I still consider her as one of my best friends who help me out in times of need, comfort me when I'm in pain, virtually hug me when I'm depressed, and will do anything just to cheer me up and make me into that happy-go-lucky sort of person that I am.

I've been dreaming about her for a long time now. And it's always about the same thing: us finally meeting each other. Whether it's in the mall or a school, it's always the same. Last night, I dreamt about her yet again. This is the third time I had a dream wherein she was there. I was in the mall with my mom, looking and window-shopping--the usual--and when we get to a certain clothing store, I saw this girl who looks exactly like Bea. She was with her dad, and they were just looking at the clothes, not really buying anything. I waited for the right time to call her, and when we were already close, I poked her in the arm. She finally saw me, and that's when we started talking. We talked about the usual things we talk about in Facebook. My best friends in school were there too, so I introduced Bea to them. There was a scene where Bea and I were just sitting on one of the benches outside of the mall, talking and laughing and stuff. Then out of the blue, I saw Anna--my other best friend I met online--pointing to our direction. I was about to call her when her companion dragged her away. I sat back down, sort of sad, then continued chatting with Bea.

That's when I woke up and decided to post it in here.